Let’s face it, lots of people already think I’m a bit of a fruit loop, hectic, hyper, emotional. That’s ok, they are right. I don’t take offence to any of these observations. I’m not trying to be anyone I’m not & nor do I want to be. One thing I have learnt dealing with my … Continue reading judge your little heart out. I DONT CARE!
Tag: Delusional
the frustration of mentalhealth
help!!!!! Today wasn't a good day. It was even worse for my mum as she is after all the one who is going through this nightmare illness but I am there along side her trying to also deal with the side effects of it all. We visited the doctors, we needed to go in, get some antibiotics & … Continue reading the frustration of mentalhealth
Mental Illness & memories
I wish I could get inside my mums brain & have a little crawl about & explore what’s going on. I had a bad (horrific) back issue for 5 years, I remember thinking that I wished I could just open up the centre of my back & have a look to see what was … Continue reading Mental Illness & memories
are you embarrassed by their mental illness?
Are you embarrassed by your friend/loved one/colleague? why be embarrassed? Why worry about what anyone thinks? Ask yourself WHY would you be embarrassed because a person is in a total state of despair & obviously having a really bad time. Are YOU that important? Are you so worried about your image that you can’t possibly … Continue reading are you embarrassed by their mental illness?
stop the world I want to get off!!!!
Days like today I just want everyone to fuck off. Sorry to be blunt but that’s real life. I don’t have my own life, not fully, it’s dictated to me. Some might say that is my fault & I could change it if I wanted to which isn’t necessarily true. Yes, I could stop going … Continue reading stop the world I want to get off!!!!
Mushrooms & death
The man in the white van was waiting for her, waiting for an opportunity to kill her. Earlier she had seen the Nun from the nearby Covent, she was carrying a gun under her habit. The postman days before had tried to get into her flat, he had banged on her window demanding she let … Continue reading Mushrooms & death
What is it like inside an asylum?
We don’t call them asylums anymore but we may as well. The name asylum fits the description so much better than ‘ward’. A ward to me symbolisms a hospital type place with clean washed floors, neatly made beds & patients sitting in chairs next to them, or tucked up with clean white sheets up around … Continue reading What is it like inside an asylum?
What will mental illness look like today?
I never know what I will be faced with from one day to another. One day I could open the door to find a very anxious, frightened, shaky pale looking mum, the next I could find her attempting a genuine smile with lippy applied. One of the most difficult things about this illness is it … Continue reading What will mental illness look like today?
How mental health catches
Ok, so we all know Mental Ilness is not contagious right? Well in a literal sense it’s not, but what about the affect it has on those around the person with the an illness? I can tell you that over the past 11 years I have experienced some horrific side effects of having a poorly … Continue reading How mental health catches
The phone call to say mum had a poorly brain
(See previous post first) Conversations on the phone & email messages got more & more bizarre. Mum had always been a little bit of a feisty one,had a strong opinion & had always analysed things a bit too much. But this was different, this was more intense, more kinda verging on the side of obsessive. … Continue reading The phone call to say mum had a poorly brain
Mental health (poorly brain) 